Things I have learned thus far in this trial.........

I am writing today smack dab in the middle of hip replacement recovery. 2 weeks ago yesterday was D day. Lets just say the fun has definitely worn off. The idea of spending most of my day in bed having people waiting on me and meeting my every need sounds really exciting but in reality it is just plain boring. I have come to the realization that enduring this trial with grace is my goal. I have been humbled having my Peyton dress me. Having my mother as a nurse is wonderful but honestly I should be serving her. Having lazy days watching movies with Paige and discussing teen culture has been priceless.

Nelson is thrilled that I have so much time on my hands that I make thought provoking statements that make his head spin. Just an example I asked him when do teenagers think before they act? When does that part of their brain actually kick in? Because I am sure it has got to be sometime soon.

I have loved spending hours listening to new worship songs and watching hours of my favorite pastors online. What a treat indeed. If you have not heard Todd Agnew's new CD it is well worth the time. He is a personal favorite of mine. He did a concert many years ago at a chick-fil-a near my house completely intimate just his guitar and a stool outside I have been a fan every since. Plus he is a local kid from a local church and that is kinda cool.

I have watched more TV than I care to admit. Seriously after awhile all the shows start to run together and sound alike.

I dream of a the day when I can be the wife and mother again I was born to be. I am so grateful for all the friends and family that have been so generous with their time and money to make sure we have everything we need. Being the one in need and accepting the need is so much harder than serving someone else. I do not want to sound ungrateful it is just that I would much prefer to be in service to someone.